my life has suddenly become sad.
i had this willingness to try and to be patient.
To be calm.
i cant anymore. and god damn, do i feel like a waste.
i feel like it was all a waste.
i can say it right now, that im giving up and that im done trying.
but deep inside of me, deep in my soul, deep in my heart
where a space awaits your presence,
i will always fight for you.
For us.
